Yesterdays

I went out with my mom yesterday, I was left to stay in the car while she went into the shopping centre to get some sweet potatoes. This a is place where I had always spent time with my family since I was very young.

Then I noticed the empty rental lot (of the shopping centre) right in front of me. It was empty other than a box and chair. It used to be rented by A&W. What stunned me was that this used to be a place where I loved since I was young. Those were the time spent with my whole family: myself, my bro, my mom and my dad, all 4 of us...

I knew that the business for that A&W wasn't going well but it stayed til now. Come to think of it, it has been there since I was in Primary. My dad loves the A&W rootbeer while I love the curly fries (I still think they're the best ^^). We had always eaten there when I was younger. I can't help feeling some emotion seeing what's left of the place I'd used to spend so much time in.

Exam: was, is and is to be

So far I've overcome 3 exam subjects. Still got Psychology, Anatomy & Physiology, Environment & Nutrition and Principle & Practices. Hahaha.. Sounds like a lot more. Need to buck up real hard. But I'm feeling relieve lately, maybe because God's peace is with me (thanks Melia ^^).

Ending of the Beginning

I went for my last Ward duty with supervision today. *Means, from now on I'm on my own when I'm on duty* I dunno if I'm supppose to be happy or worried, haha.. but it's a journey. ^^

Interviewed a few patients today (still new, so not much to do). There's an old uncle that really impressed me with his knowledge from history to science. Really 'Geng' oh! When talking to him, it's like he's teaching me about medic instead of me giving advice. He's real cool!

Then there's this Ah Ma (grandma) that's very quite but very helpful. She's been warded for 1 month lo. Finally, i got to know that she's going home today. ^.^ when i happily told her the news, she was taking it like a joke (she's been here too long ma) and she din believe me.. But later i manage to convince her to believe it lah. Hehehe.. I'm so happy that she's happy.

1st Day once again

Today I had my 1st day working full hours. There's still a lot of different stuff that I'll need to catch up with.

I also (for my 1st time) took an Apex beat reading on a patient today.

Trip To Water Treatment Plant

The internet connection in college is still not improving..

Our last test is drawing nearer, and i just had a trial run onn practical nursing skills this morning. Tiring but it's a relieve to know that i CAN do it ^^

We had a trip last Saturday to a water treament plant in Selangor. Here are some pics:

In the bus at the beginning of the Trip

Few of us in the bus

A little briefing

Group photo at the end

Daily Thoughts

Friday, 3 of April

Sometimes i just pause, flashing on the fact that I'm pursuing a nursing course. It just makes me wonder whether i can achieve my goal and become a nurse; whether i can stand firm in God after all these; wonder what's God's plan behind all that I'm doing right now?



Faith. God had thought me too much of it for me to push it aside.. I just feel like I'm constantly falling in love with Him over and over again. He never leaves nor forsakes.



I may sound like I'm drifting on smooth waters but it's really the opposite. I'd never been been shaken the way I am since I was a Christian. Yet, God had really molded me, built me and made me firm in Him. I'm really grateful that He is such a merciful God... So wonderful that no matter what I do, what I say or what I can't do, He's always there for me in opened arms.

I’ll be heading for an environmental trip to Puncak Niaga tomorrow. So many things are happening to me in SUCH a short time…