Sigh... Work's been testing my patience greatly lately... Getting blasted from both superiors and peers. That's what I get for being the most junior working in the ward right? I hate this new ward.
Am I too submissive that I get blasted all the time?
I told my friends my stories. One of them (who is working with me) finally believed when she saw it happening in front of her. She didn't believe me 100% at first because she can't believe that a person can be bombed so many times in a week. Instead of feeling sorry for me, she find my situation entertaining.
*smile* Ya, it was quite funny that out of everyone there, I am the one being at the right time and right place when the blasting happens.
A test to improve my patience? Maybe to build up my response towards an unfriendly person?
Everyday I'm suffering. Wanna cry but I guess I'm feeling more anger than sorrow in my heart. Gotta cheer up asap or else.. Hmmm, wonder what will happen??
Should go out party and enjoy some time out from work soon... Hehe...
