Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Stunt

It's funny and unbelievable how things turn around and the outcomes of my situation is really leaving me speechless.

At some point I'm very stunt at how God handles my situation and circumstance. He's amazing, awesome and indescribable.

All that I could wish for is that I could be a more discipline person, with more wisdom, courage and understanding. All these so that I may live the life that I should...

Saturday, January 15, 2011

A bright future

I had a great time alone with God in GT cell combine on Friday. The whole 2 hours were spend on our one on one encounter with God.
As Pastor Julie lead us, we enter into our own space and look unto our awesome Father and Master. It was an indescribable encounter and experience.
I'd always wanted to just sit at the altar and soak into God presence for as long as I want and last Friday was a fulfillment of that longing. At the altar I laid down everything and commit to God and God alone. Nothing else matters at that moment.
As I pray and soaked in His presence I saw a bright light. It was my future.. As if God is telling me that my future holds a bright light that will shine like nothing else..
Isn't being God's child amazing? It's not an easy journey but it is so satisfying :)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

2nd Anniversary :)

Today marks the day I first step into TTCL College of Nursing. It's been exactly 2 years now. Time really flies..
Tonight we'll be having a party where most of our batch will gather and celebrate ^^ Kinda look forward towards it. Hehe..

I lack of courage

Have you ever wanted something for a long time and when it is finally within your grasp, you hesitate?
I had long dreamed of getting this certain thing. Now that it seems so close, I'm having a lot of doubts..
What if it doesn't turn out to be what I'd expected it to be?
What if the cons of the situation outweighs the pros?
What if I'm too inexperience to handle it?
What if I cannot carry out my role accordingly?
What if.. what if's....
For now, God had answered my questions with peace. As if it'll all turn out alright.. But still, it's going to be a situation that I am totally unfamiliar with.
Please grant me courage to face my future, Lord Jesus..