Thursday, March 24, 2011

Sense vs Emotion

Lately I'm feeling the change.. As if I'd grown out of my youth and officially into the adult world. It's really hard to imagine myself as a 23 years old living her life heading towards an unknown future..

Everyone has their own share of life, some had it hard while some don't; but no matter what life one has led, there will always be some regrets, be it big or small -- regrets that touch the very core of that person's life..

For myself, I really don't enjoy the hard times I've been and am going through. I hate it. I am just the type that only wants to have a carefree and worry-free life. That's a stupid statement, I mean, who wouldn't want to??

Lately there are some down times and things that happened is just swaying my stand. I though I had it contained but just took one evening to turn it all around..
I don't like this feeling: the feeling of being helpless..
Trying hard to keep myself checked but the heart just won't obey. As if it has a mind of its own. As if it wants to fight for its right.
The battle between sense and emotion. Who will win??