Wednesday, November 17, 2010

17th

Exactly 5 months has passed without me realizing it. It is on a 17th that we left and it is also on a 17th that I met your brother that so much resembles you.

Today had been a great experience for me. Both in God's favor and in faith that I lead my day. God is great.

Literally every step made today was first made by God.

Today is the first time I played a guitar in public. Also the first time I led worship while playing an instrument. The first time I saw Joash's family, relatives and friends. The first time I felt God's eagerness to move through me.

Our God, Christ Jesus is real and I lived to witness that. All glory to God....

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Treasure today ;)

Complacency. We seldom use this word yet we practice it ever so often. For example, we grow complacent with the neighborhood we live in; we grow complacent with the service we get; we grow complacent with the services we provide; most of all, we grow complacent with our family and close friends.

Family and close friends are those that'll stand by you. Often times, they stand so close that we forgot that they're always there. Thus, we take them for granted.

How many times had I done so, taking my family and friends for granted. Not bothering to spend more time just to keep in touch. The common mistake that I do is abuse online social network. I don't want to regret my actions after I lose them forever...

Just a reminder to all plus myself:
Life is really fragile. You won't know who'll live to survive tomorrow.
Treasure today or regret tomorrow...


Gah.. How I wish that he's able to update his 'blank page' again...

Monday, November 15, 2010

Seed

I was day-dreaming and I thought of my future... Missionary, although I don't know which sort, but I'm very sure I'm going to get involve in one someday.

Then I remembered of those that had shared the same dreams that I have. We shared and we talked. We even decided that we may meet in BCM someday! How I miss those times.

But friends come and go. Nothing last forever...

This dream of being a missionary of Christ, seeded in my heart. It hasn't grown much. My fault I guess. I'm just too uncertain of what's ahead that I just want to give up without even letting this seed break open.

Though my life has changed from the day I shared my dreams with you but the same seed remains. I'll just have to be brave enough to let it die first.

Once this seed dies, new leaves will appear. My story has just began...