When?

I'm curious on what am I getting myself into.. If I think through my situation, I know I'm not making a right decision. The more I play with the mud, the more I find myself covered in dirt.

I am enjoying the whole new experience of playing in this mud pool. Yet, I know that sooner or later I will have to stop. The question is when?

If I were to live without God, I would have sink into this pool and get myself into trouble and regrets. Yet, the principles that I'd learn in church is keeping me from falling off the cliff.
God's love is more important than anything.. I know that very well...

I know what am I suppose to do but I can't find the will to do it..

Making one's life worthwhile

Someone recently asked "What is there to look forward to?"
I don't have an instant answer.. I enjoy my life. I love hanging around with everyone around me, laughing together, making lame jokes together... But life just can't be all that, right??

In the my Christianity point of view, a well-lived life would be living a life like Christ and bring people back to God.
I'm sounding like a pastor... -.-"
Well, anyway..
How should I type to make my meaning understandable..? Errrmm..

Basically, I want to live like how Jesus Christ lived. He was a blessing and He brought joy and healing to everyone He knows or came across..

That's what I look forward to each day -- To make people smile and to just be there for them.
A simple smile do go a long way..

I can't say that I'm so great as to be able to make everyone happy. I do hurt others intentionally at times...
But all in all.. I want to life a life worthwhile.

Someone else once said this :

Love does not make the world go round,
But love is what makes a life worthwhile...

Crossroad

Stuck in a crossroad where I don't know which way to go. My logical mind is telling me to go one way while my emotion is telling me to go the other.
I find myself walking in between these two roads. Trying to make the most out of what both sides have to offer.
I'm still trying to find out which way is best. But I think my heart already know which way is best...
If only I know when to listen to my heart...

Jingle Bells~

Christmas is COMING!! Can't you just hear the bells jingling behind every corner!

I am so looking forward to this Christmas. I am going to have a blast with my one week's leave before Christmas.

I'm gonna get this and do that..
Meet up with her and go out with them.
Practice for performance and perform in Church!

Joy to the world the Lord is come~~

Untitled

Loads of things happened lately and I'm recently going through some issues that I don't know how to explain. Only a handful of my friends know the story. The rest don't even have a clue.

I'm confused yet I'm glad that I'm have God with me.

The feeling is indescribable.
Knowing that God grants peace.
Knowing that He cares and loves me.
Knowing that I am a special child of His, that he knows the real me inside.
Knowing that He knows what I am going through.
Knowing that He understands the situation that I'm in.
Being a child of God is such a privilege and comfort..

Down time

I am stupid, naive, unintelligent, thoughtless, and blind! Sigh.. I wish I can let it all out somewhere. God please help me.