I'm back to studies once again. Meaning that I would not have to work for a whole month. Sounds cool but it's not... Sigh.. I just can't imagine what type of fury from the tutors is awaiting me once the tomorrow comes. I'm sure we're going to suffer from tonnes of lecturing, not all of us but I'm one of those who will "get it".
Life here is getting worse by the days. How I envy those who are having normal college life: no curfews, no complusory attendance, no posting. Most of all, they can join any church events whenever they want. I really lost my freedom.
Anyway, I thank God for my optimism. Hahaha.. At least I'm learning to make time for God. Learning to seek God on my own, without any push from the back. I'm all on my own. I plan of taking leave so that I may join youth camp this year end. I'm sure I'll have the time of my life ;)
May God continue to stay by my side. That's more than enough for me.
You know, I'm really glad to have Jesus as my Saviour and friend. All glory to God!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
What if something... happens?
A grave mistake happened today. I can't explain everything in detail (you should know why). I can only write that someone did a mistake and the other was in terrible pain after that. I had never seen a rational person becoming so restless and so ... I'm out of words to explain his expression. He was definately in extreme pain. Turning and moving on his bed just to find a position that he won't be in pain anymore. He never found one...
It made me mad when I realized that his pain could have been avoided..
My anger was directed at the unknown person that made the mistake... But all I can do is just let my superiors handle the situation.
That person (whoever it is) shouldn't have made the mistake. Yet, there's no such thing as being perfect in everything you do, no matter how experience you are.
I realize that I may be the one who might make the same mistake one day. How much pain I could cause someone in my care...
It makes me kinda worried of what would happen in my future carreer.."what IF something happens?"
It made me mad when I realized that his pain could have been avoided..
My anger was directed at the unknown person that made the mistake... But all I can do is just let my superiors handle the situation.
That person (whoever it is) shouldn't have made the mistake. Yet, there's no such thing as being perfect in everything you do, no matter how experience you are.
I realize that I may be the one who might make the same mistake one day. How much pain I could cause someone in my care...
It makes me kinda worried of what would happen in my future carreer.."what IF something happens?"
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