A Prayer behind my curtains

Dear Father,
I had to admit that I find myself drifting off course from You now and then.It all started ever since I came into college. It's getting more often recently though. I just don't understand why can't I find time to spend doing devotion, meeting you in the privacy of my corner in my room. I feel like I'm living a hypocritical life. Cos when I'm alone-- I feel like I'm living a different life...
I know that I'm walking in a path that You had plan, this I'm more than 100% sure. But there's just this emptiness that thrist for more. I want more of You in my life. I want to experience a Spirit-filled life every day and night. From sunrise to sunrise, I want to FEEL You. I'm greedy for more of You, Lord... It's just not enough the way it is, I STILL want more and more and more-- for eternity, til the end of times...

Amen.

Update

Last week of the new batch's orientation. I'm officially uninvolved with them from now on. But studies' getting tougher. Tutors are forcing us to do revision before class.. (We get sent out of class if we cannot answer her questions in the beginning of class T.T)
What more? My annual leave is being postponed.... I can't join the YAD's outing. Really disappointing..........................................................
Ok, I'm sulking. Haiz, have to live with it. All the best from God to me!

On the way to Stress

So many stuff to handle..! Due to our memory lost of what we've learned in Sem 1, our tutor wants us to do presentations of specific topics.. Then she warned us to make sure we present tomorrow. Walau, one day's time for preparations?? Haiz.. We should have prepared ourselves better before class starts. Then, this wouldn't have happened.
Orientation is still to come. Complains to handle. I need to sleep..

A new intake in college

So, today is the 1st day my juniors enter this college. I'm one of their orientators...
Well, today's orientation was-- something new. It's like I got to see myself in their places when I was orientated this January. And being a senior, WOW..!
There's more to come! I'm just too exhausted to blog any more..