"Ouch", a term to express pain or hurt.
Ouch is not able to express the pain I am feeling.. I feel devastated. I really do not know how to hold on to myself anymore. I tired and I tired to be who I am. I tired to follow what is "right", it failed so many times that I resorted to try what is wrong. Now, I find myselfcrushed from all sides.
I feel like a rat. A rat that runs away whenever threatened, a rat that do not have the sense of guilt, a rat that will never have to experience the pain of being betrayed.
Please pray for me.. I really need God..
