Everyone has their own share of life, some had it hard while some don't; but no matter what life one has led, there will always be some regrets, be it big or small -- regrets that touch the very core of that person's life..
For myself, I really don't enjoy the hard times I've been and am going through. I hate it. I am just the type that only wants to have a carefree and worry-free life. That's a stupid statement, I mean, who wouldn't want to??
Lately there are some down times and things that happened is just swaying my stand. I though I had it contained but just took one evening to turn it all around..
I don't like this feeling: the feeling of being helpless..
Trying hard to keep myself checked but the heart just won't obey. As if it has a mind of its own. As if it wants to fight for its right.
The battle between sense and emotion. Who will win??