So I'm back in d hospital once again. Time had just passed so silently yet so quickly.. Now, I'm sort of living away from home and church(RCKL). I didn't expected this at all, I would say, before I came into college, I thought that I could go back at LEAST once a week but-- that was just my thought.. During my posting in the Assunat, I seldom go back, twice a week or so but church-- nope,I'm on duty on Sundays (Thank God that there are churches in PJ that I can attend no matter how flexible my schedule is). I definately miss RCKL.. I really never imagined myself leaving RCKL ever and *whamp* I can be away for months at a time.
My tutor once said: "When I first join this college (yes, she's my senior. I think about 10 years my senior), I never thought that I was leaving home for good but I was..."
...That's how all of us here feels...
Other than that, my friends are flying off to further their studies overseas- one by one they're flying off. Some took off without me realizing because I'm away..
This is really the age where I realized that I'm on my own, those around me will never always be there. They have their own path to take and so do I. I chose my path and left them first and now it's their turn, one by one. Day by day, my time with them are nearing the end of the thread. I feel so-- vulnerable. It's like nothing in this world is permanent. Everyone have their own ways and future... All I can silently hope for is that I can once again enjoy everyone's company together with God once we rejoin Him in Heaven one day.
I am changing everyday over here, I wonder how will the rest of them be like when we meet again..? I miss all of those I'm away from that I know and had known, some I'd known for so long and some that I'd known for a short period but had shared grat memories (Form 5, 6 and YES ^^).. I really miss the time we spent together!
