Worst December yet to come...

Too much work, too little time.. December's coming and my work load is piling up. One month's posting and I'm suppose to get supervision and perform all the procedures that I'd learn this semester and also satisfy them with my skills. Argh!! So many procedures!! Here's the list:

Serving medications

Perform Simple Dressing

Injection - On 3 different sites: Intramuscular, Subcutaneous and Intradermal

Nasogastric tube insertion

Catheterization

Last Office

etc.

In one month??!! Please be serious..

Gone are all the enjoyments for year-end holidays....

Cell Group in PJ

I attended my 3rd cell group in PJ tonight. My 1st time was with a younger group, while my 2nd and 3rd are with an older group (most of the members are working young adults).

Back in Ampang, we are used to call cell groups as HOME group (Home Open for Ministry and Evangelism). So, my way of differentiating my PJ group and Ampang group is by calling PJ's group as Cell group while Ampang's group is HOME group.
Other than that, my HOME group (HG) in Ampang consist of younger folks. I'm the oldest in that group of mine. Even older than my HG leader. Hehehe...
I used to be the assistant leader of my HG and I'm quite talkative back there. I would safely say that my HG reduce in 50% of noise pollution after my absence. :P

Being a newbie and considered being young in my new cell group (CG) is a whole new experience. Being in a CG, I'm reminded very much of my own HG back in Ampang: noisy, happening in some ways, poking fun at people and chatting about nothing at all. I do miss those moments with my old bunch but being in a new cell is quite an experience as well:

I get to be the quiet one for once.

Hahaha... Not just that la, I get to experience being someone new in a new environment; I get to mix with an older group; and I get to know new people from different backgrounds.

I love my new CG, hopefully I will open up to the members soon enough. There are some of them that I really love being around with ^^

I just LOVE comedies!

I went for movie with a few friends yesterday evening. The movie was a blast for us. I enjoyed it the most. Why? One of my friend said that the whole cinema was filled with my roars of laugther. I'll say it could have been worst if there weren't strangers around. Hahaha..

I loved the movie but animation being animation, d plot can't go anywhere far from d norm..

Introducing Flint, the inventor and his trusted assistant, Steve, the monkey.

[Flint actually invented a monkey thought translator (it's the machine on Steve's chest)

So, Steve actually 'talks' in d movie, a word at a time.]

Flint's taste of success comes in the rain of Hamburgers!

[Flint invented a food maker that transform water molecules into real food. Due to some accident, his machine flew into d sky and it started to rain food.]

Then, there's d Eiffel Sandwich, ...

.. Jellybean Rainbow...

..and Ice cream snow.

Soon, things went out of control..

[ Flint's machine's 1st sign of malfunctioning was oversized food. ]

..And turned into a disaster..[Italian a-la storm]

The food just came pouring out from the food dam.[food-alanche]

At the end, the hero saved the day and the end ;)

Now, for my favourite part of d movie *drums*

Hahaha... Seriously, I cannot help loving how they patch this movie up.

This is Baby Brent:

He's a star since he was a baby. Lost his sense of belonging when Flint became famous. He decided to fly together with Flint's group (the machine remained in the sky after the accident) to destroy the food machine for one purpose:

He believes he would find his purpose in life when he flies up there.

Well.. To cut d story short, he did found his *choke* purpose in life after being swallow whole by a headless man-size roasted chicken. He didn't die but he took over d chicken's body *pfft* I couldn't get a pic but just imagine a roasted chicken wit the head of Brent (from the pic above). Yup, a human head with chicken wings for hands.. Let's quote what he said when he tooked over the chicken's roasted body:

"I'm no more Baby Brent!! *looking triumphant* I'm Chicken Brent!"

"Chicken" Brent actually tore off his diapers when he said that.. I was laughing so loud when I watch that scene ;p

After that he was forced to jump off from the mutated killer food machine and tried to fly with his roasted wings. He FLAPPED his roasted chicken wings!! I could have been rolling on the floor with laughter if I wasn't sitting on the chair.

My next favourite scene is Steve's fighting scene. Little Steve here is really fond of Gummi Bears. The pic above is Steve's expression when he saw 3 or 4 Gummi Bears tearing off the wing of the flying 'car' that it is in. Those Gummis were all an inch taller than Steve but Steve took all of them off. Eating them in the process. Hahaha.. Cruel yet cute ;)

I think I got carried away with this post. Hehe.. Go Chicken!!

On Block once again

I'm back to studies once again. Meaning that I would not have to work for a whole month. Sounds cool but it's not... Sigh.. I just can't imagine what type of fury from the tutors is awaiting me once the tomorrow comes. I'm sure we're going to suffer from tonnes of lecturing, not all of us but I'm one of those who will "get it".
Life here is getting worse by the days. How I envy those who are having normal college life: no curfews, no complusory attendance, no posting. Most of all, they can join any church events whenever they want. I really lost my freedom.
Anyway, I thank God for my optimism. Hahaha.. At least I'm learning to make time for God. Learning to seek God on my own, without any push from the back. I'm all on my own. I plan of taking leave so that I may join youth camp this year end. I'm sure I'll have the time of my life ;)
May God continue to stay by my side. That's more than enough for me.
You know, I'm really glad to have Jesus as my Saviour and friend. All glory to God!

What if something... happens?

A grave mistake happened today. I can't explain everything in detail (you should know why). I can only write that someone did a mistake and the other was in terrible pain after that. I had never seen a rational person becoming so restless and so ... I'm out of words to explain his expression. He was definately in extreme pain. Turning and moving on his bed just to find a position that he won't be in pain anymore. He never found one...

It made me mad when I realized that his pain could have been avoided..

My anger was directed at the unknown person that made the mistake... But all I can do is just let my superiors handle the situation.

That person (whoever it is) shouldn't have made the mistake. Yet, there's no such thing as being perfect in everything you do, no matter how experience you are.

I realize that I may be the one who might make the same mistake one day. How much pain I could cause someone in my care...

It makes me kinda worried of what would happen in my future carreer.."what IF something happens?"

How long would the less fortunate have to wait?

It was my off day yesterday and I went back home (to Ampang, that is). After I settled myself at home, I went out to get some groceries to bring back to my hostel. I finished my shopping and waited for a bus at the bus stop. During my wait, a blind Malay couple walked over and I moved aside so that they won't bump into me. They stopped just between me and 2 Malay mid-age ladies. I observed them and wondered to myself whether or not both of them are really blind. The wife was but I wasn't so sure about the husband as he is constantly 'looking' over to his wife who was behind him on his right side. Then I decided that they are both blind when I noticed that the wife was holding on to the husband's right shoulder.
I finally saw my bus coming from afar and was ready to board my bus. Then, I looked at the couple again, wishing that someone would talk to them. Though not 100% sure that the husband is blind but a girl finally mustered the courage and asked the husband who was closer to her whether he's waiting for a bus. He 'looked' at her and said they're wanted a taxi. Yup, their both unable to see, I thought to myself. Then, the girl straight away hold on to his left hand and told him to follow her. Cutting the story short, the couple got their taxi and headed home. I didn't missed my bus though, I sure those who takes public buses knows how long a bus will wait at some stations.
I wondered... If the girl had let her dignity won and left the couple as they are, how long would they have to wait before someone else comes up to them? I kinda pity them.. We 'normal' people just have to wait for a public transport to arrive but they have to wait for someone who would come up to them and who is willing enough to wait for their transport as well. How long would they have to wait? If only we would let God's love take over us in these situations, life would have been much easier for the less fortunate, right?

I Never Thought That I'll Be Leaving For Good

So I'm back in d hospital once again. Time had just passed so silently yet so quickly.. Now, I'm sort of living away from home and church(RCKL). I didn't expected this at all, I would say, before I came into college, I thought that I could go back at LEAST once a week but-- that was just my thought.. During my posting in the Assunat, I seldom go back, twice a week or so but church-- nope,I'm on duty on Sundays (Thank God that there are churches in PJ that I can attend no matter how flexible my schedule is). I definately miss RCKL.. I really never imagined myself leaving RCKL ever and *whamp* I can be away for months at a time.

My tutor once said: "When I first join this college (yes, she's my senior. I think about 10 years my senior), I never thought that I was leaving home for good but I was..."
...That's how all of us here feels...

Other than that, my friends are flying off to further their studies overseas- one by one they're flying off. Some took off without me realizing because I'm away..

This is really the age where I realized that I'm on my own, those around me will never always be there. They have their own path to take and so do I. I chose my path and left them first and now it's their turn, one by one. Day by day, my time with them are nearing the end of the thread. I feel so-- vulnerable. It's like nothing in this world is permanent. Everyone have their own ways and future... All I can silently hope for is that I can once again enjoy everyone's company together with God once we rejoin Him in Heaven one day.

I am changing everyday over here, I wonder how will the rest of them be like when we meet again..? I miss all of those I'm away from that I know and had known, some I'd known for so long and some that I'd known for a short period but had shared grat memories (Form 5, 6 and YES ^^).. I really miss the time we spent together!